The main reason I have been so reticent about blogging over the last long while is I have had a spiritual crisis, to say the least.
I have struggled over my spirituality a great deal – I don’t even think I can call myself Pagan any more, as a lot of my practice doesn’t fall into that, I don’t do magic, or really celebrate the festivals a lot. That has been a big issue, I was very nearly a Pagan chaplain, I had applied and got accepted (though a very lengthy process, but one which I feel is worth while), I had even got my security clearance, a REALLY long process, as they want to know everything about you. But by the time that had come through I just didn’t feel in a position to spiritually lead anyone, as I was in the grips of a tumultuous thought process about it.
So, what I want to focus on here, for the most part, is spirituality which is broad, not tied to any labels, but it is still an important part of my life, even though for the most part I feel like I do not have the words to express that.
What do you think?